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Looking bright aft a 'PHASE'

Posted by m I s H a on 3:49 PM
Just a note. I'm back on track. things are still stirring. but am back on track. n i have things running around my head which i really wanna blog abt...hey, that's good news. take care all of u :)

(ps: I'll be starting my practicals *but i rather say it as 'work'* this coming Monday. Wish me luck, i'm dead frightened!)

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I Have No Feelings

Posted by m I s H a on 10:56 AM in ,
Guess what guys? So many things are going on with me and i don't even feel like talking about it. Blogging is totally out of the list, then. What the hell is WRONG with me?

PMS? Yup, i have thought about it. But i hardly get mood swings. Except for one time, i remember i nearly wanted to slap several ppl (like betul-betul). And i was getting super irritated with lotsa ppl easily. Spiritual Guidance & Rubiah held me back. But that was just that once. This is a similar feeling (of displeasure)...but I'm not sure of the cause...don't think its PMS.

BTW, PMS can't possibly last as long as ONE MONTH!

big sigh!!!

I love blogging...and I'm so sad i can't bring myself to write anything. Its as if my heart is frozen.
I wanted to blog just b4 i let uni, u know to thank my friends who helped me out there...and to say I'll miss those years of time spent together. But I Didn't. Then came along Mother's Day...and a few days b4 that with lots of happenings & I Didn't Blog. Then there's this Family Reunion thingy which my family do annually...i wanted to give some views on that...and I So F***ing Didn't.

GUESS WHAT?! I'm Not Even Busy With My Studies Anymore!!! I don't have an excuse, then.

I may look extremely unpredictable to ppl (or a certain person) right now. The reason is that i just can't react to anything. My heart feels frozen.

And i wonder why some ppl think that these cloudiness can be cured with mere medicines, or apologies, or 'let's talk about it' or sai baba hymns?!!!! These remarks turns me off. Like seriously. Because they actually think I'm as simple as that? NOT!

(I'm feeling like refining this post, by checking my sentence structures etc. which i usually do. But this time I'll pass) So forgive me if its all haywire....:(

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Celebrating Life

Posted by m I s H a on 2:39 AM
To me...Celebration of life means.....

3 old friends.
3 separate cities.
3 coffee mugs.
1 internet messenger.

Celebration means......
Maggi noodles.
A hostel room.
4.25 a.m.

Celebration means......
Rain on a hot tin roof.
Pisang goreng deep-frying.
Neighbours dropping in.
A party.

Celebration means......
You and mom.
A summer night.
A bottle of coconut oil.
A head massage.

Celebration means......
Four friends.
Raining outside.
Four glasses of beer.

You can spend
Hundreds on birthdays,
Thousands on festivals,
Your whole savings on weddings,
but to celebrate life
all you have to do is spend your Time with your loved ones.

Enjoy the moment while u can!


*Happy Blogging!*

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The Zohan says..."Sorry, this is not for me"

Posted by m I s H a on 10:36 PM in
I'm sorry but I'm not ready for anything yet. Please do not assume that I am & quit building false hopes in urselves. If ur trying to put things in my head or in your own unnecessarily nothing is ever gonna be favourable.

I'm indecisive & thats me. But that doesn't mean i allow ppl to take decisions for me. I let Time to do it. That always works! So for now...Back Off!!

Ohhh... I NEED TO BREATHE

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Absence Makes the Heart Grow Fonder...

Posted by m I s H a on 11:27 AM in
I miss my friends...

I miss sharing with Kavi...of how our minds or maybe even our hearts & souls magically click. We believe there's no one else who can truly replace one of us...no such person are even born.
She's far away in Ukraine...

I miss jamming with Dhanya...the music, her voice, bhajans...& the million beautiful things i would learn from her. One single focused, passionate & down to earth woman i've known.
Dhanya's in Ausie...

I miss my childhood spent with Gurpreet n Madhavi...the 1st two ppl who helped me peep into an enchanting new world & boldly step into it when the time came. The 1st two ppl whom i was not afraid to be myself with.
(I just came in contact with Gurp aft more than 10 years being lost, but haven't got the chance to meet her since i'm in Kedah n she's back in KL..but then she'd be flying to UK in Aug aft her marriage. & Madh...totally out of touch).

I miss some of the quiet times n classroom moments i shared with Divya...my comfort zone friend. My comrade. (Believe it or not, my heart sinks when i think of Div. I miss her that much. But for some reason i nvr called...just nvr called).

Rubiah & Marie...one of the many reasons I am this way today...the two ppl whom i see every single day in my life for the past 7 years. Try tolerate me like they do...no one can!


Su Cheng, Sook Eng...i just plain love them. Classmates, language teachers, multi-lingual swear word war, my sweet tamil song singers, fellow bloggers... But their open hearts sustain our friendship more than anything...i'm truly grateful.
(Counting every second to be back in KL to meet them! & Am already planning for this year's Deepavali feast for the both of em')

I miss all their love in the form of listening, understanding, 'just being around', simply looking at their face, the hugs..


The laughter...

The embarrassing moments...teasing

Some success...and failures...


I've come this far in life... and just as i turn back to look at the times in the past...i see my friends there..I don't get to meet them as often as i did....some i haven't met in years...


All leading our separate ways...

With different future...

Distance, time, career & relationships between us...


At 1st i couldn't digest the changes...but as we grew i realized that we had to do it with grace & style; that is to accept things the way its meant to be

And with that comes maturity, respect, & more love


At this moment...I just miss these ppl i grew up with...sigh...

Just want them to know that I'm always thinking of them...

Valuing them in my heart...always praying hard that all those moments shared together would not dissolve n disappear in the material world we're always too consumed in.








“In the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter, and sharing of pleasures. For in the dew of little things the heart finds its morning and is refreshed.” ~ Kahlil Gibran


*Happy Blogging*

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Got Lot of Story but Nothing to Tell....aiyo!

Posted by m I s H a on 1:55 PM in
I swear i have so much to tell but nothing to tell about (& i dunno how that works[!])

And then suddenly i saw my post it note saying "Action Speaks Louder Than Words" & oh! my lecturer said the same thing in class yesterday.

I'm going nuts. Its 5.59 am & i haven't slept. I couldn't.

I killed time by watching ppl play guitar on youtube & downloading the songs they played. Then i saw the reminder on FB saying that Dhanya's B'day is coming up...so i surfed up to her profile & saw she uploaded some new pics. Later i updated my FB status to " Mishalini is lazy, unorganized and left behind...excellent...can it get worst than this?". I give tuition on the ways to be useless like me...RM2.99/hour.

So, back to the action speaks louder than words thingy. I logged in Blogger for the 4th time this week...the previous 3 time i ended up only reading Su Cheng's blog, laughing my head off & realized that she mentioned my name in so many of her posts and i din get back to her on most of them. I'm an ass...sorry Su Cheng. But i love ur blog & that cute Babi...& do keep mentioning my name..ahahahah.

Oh, action speaks louder than words thingy...forgot. So then since i have some pics (taken while my CNY Hols) which describes a lot of things but dunno what to write abt it...& the post it & Mr. Khairy said "Action Speaks Louder Than Words"... I thought i'll just post the pics over here & start thinking of clearing my early symptoms of Writer's Block....

ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS!


Roxy - our new pet puppy


Roxy is predicted to be 2 months old & is a stray puppy.

A friend brought it for my youngest bro coz the bro loves animals. & I'm not an 'animal person'.


The obsessed brother who'll disown his family if anyone hurts the dog.

I think Roxy is a good dog just that it has to stop biting my toe when i sit on MY sofa in MY house while putting MY legs on MY floor.

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Moving on...i went to PD for my lil family gathering where not all the family gathered. But I still had fun, gossips, whisky & flu, fever & sore throat when i came home. It was still wonderful though. My sweet uncle booked a penthouse for 4 days for all of us to enjoy. The following are some pics of all the smallies born after me. But i'm so silly & useless i didnt snap many pics of the beautiful penthouse overlooking the beach...ect. ect. ect.


@ Bayu Beach Resort.




Divya, Madhuban & Divinesh. The intolerable trio. Most mentioned sentence throughout the hols: I WANT MY PAPA!!! (screaming their lungs out).

Before the beach. I love the pic. But right now, malas wanna rotate it.

This is said to be the 'BEST CUP OF ABC IN PD TOWN". Holds the record for 20 years since it started to be in the market. I agree...it did taste like its one of the best.

The small little ABC shop. Never have been developed or improved since day one. But with this shop the 'Achi' managed to send her son(s) to USA for studies (beat that!)

My aunts. The happy customers of PD Town ABC. Loyal to the shop since during their Sekolah Tinggi Port Dickson (STPD) days!

fUH! Look at the lust & greed for the ABC on Suba Cherima's face! hmmmmh!

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Ok geng. Itu sahaja. Seriously wei...i have lots of good jokes and funny stories with all these pics...but dunno what to write! & The cerita all also on their way of being lapuk coz happened more than 1 week now edi. I like to write panas-panas, baru ada mood. Skarang ini saja yang boleh gua bagi. But anyway...hope u all still enjoyed.

Thanks for listening to my crap.


*Happy Blogging!*



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Wishing for a Prosperous Chinese New Year!

Posted by m I s H a on 10:29 AM
Sin Yen Kuai Le...Dunno to spell...but sure know to say it right!!

Selamat Menyambut Tahun Baru Cina kepada semua! Terutama sekali kepada rakan-rakan saya yang berbangsa Cina (yg paling limited). Mestikah menyebut nama? Sebut sahajalah...bukan rugi apa pun kan..lebih-lebih lagi seorang dua shj...:)

1. Keluarga Phoon - (Su Cheng)
2. Keluarga Ong - (Sook Eng)
3. Keluarga Tan - (Li Ping)
4. Keluarga Tan - (Liang Beng)
5. Sook Fen - Tak tau nama keluarga...sorry ah :)
6. Keluarga Mah - tak tau nama seterusnya...pasal panggil dia Mah, shj...kwn baru dr class MCAD.
7. kepada semua leng chai yang saya mengurat di dalam & di luar UUM...hahaha!
8. kepada semua leng lui yang saya bersahabat tapi terlepas nama dari fikiran buat masa sekarang :) Soreeee.

Wah! Sikitnya. Rasanya ini sahaja lor. Sikit tapi yang terbaik! Moga-moga anda sekalian mendapat segala kekayaan serta kebaikan tahun ini! Sambutlah dengan penuh keriangan bersama keluarga yang tersayang!

Saya juga ingin mengucapkan SELAMAT BERCUTI kepada semua rakan-rakan saya yang bukan berbangsa Cina... Jangan lupa enjoy, pasal kita semua RAKYAT MALAYSIA...!! Tak kisah la Deepavali ka, Christmas ka, Hari Raya ka, atau Raya Cina ka...semua pun kita mau kasi enjoy!!!

Hidup Mandarin Oranges, Ang Pow, Lion Dance & Cuti Umum!!!


*Selamat Memblog*

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